BRIDGE ACROSS FOREVER

A 2018 draft. Wow self. Publishing drafts just the way they are, because I was a different person back then. :D * I guess watching too much of How I Met Your Mother gave me the Ted Mosby-itis. Maybe I should date, like what he did, until he met THE mother. Just to give you a little bit of drama, here something from my exhausted hypothalamus talking about love and missing another human being. Some times, when I post about missing someone, I don't specifically miss someone. I guess, I just miss the idea of missing someone. I miss being missed by someone too.And that is the most embarrassing thing I have to admit at my age. There are days that I feel I am being left out, by my friends, by my family, by people my age. Am I really designed to be alone? Am I really destined to be that odd number person in the group? Making jokes about the couply things they do together, but secretly feeling jealous I can't get to do them with someone. I am tired being the person people tel...

My dear future anak,   Life is always about learning. From the moment you were born to the last breath you take. Life will give you lessons, it's just how you take it that will matter. Since I am a forgetful bruha, I will put the things I learned in life (so far) here, so that you will know about it when the time is right. My anak, I hope you become a good citizen of this planet. Wag mo sanang laiitin ang english ng mama mo dito sa blog na ito, dahil wala kang baon sa susunod na araw kung ganon. :D  My number one rule is to be kind always. In a cruel world, learning to be kind is difficult. There are things that people experience you know nothing about. Some people carry their burdens so well, you won't realize they are hurting inside. Pag may nanakit sayo, sinundot ka ng lapis, pwede kang gumanti, hampasin mo ng isang rim na kompomban. Joke lang. We will teach you how to defend yourself. Don't return hate with hate. Try your best to be kind, always. 2. Learn to control you...

This has been my drafts for a little over a month... --------  It's gonna be our 4th Valentines Day, but we never celebrated it really, nor give an "extra" gift for the occasion. I've been thinking what could be something I can give him to make him feel how much I love him. Nung minsan kasi nagtthank you sya, 'thank you for everything you do', then I asked why. He said, we often forget to say it to our SO, although it is already given, saying it feels different. It's a reminder that you truly care and his/her existence in your life has a great impact. Then I realized, oo nga no, for me I got too comfortable that I feel like what I am showing him everyday is enough for my love to be felt. When he said thank you before he slept one day, it feels good! I felt appreciated.  Our relationship may be far from perfect, I sometimes still hope for something more, but the end of the day, I always think that having someone who loves me for all the weird and ugly, I fe...