BRIDGE ACROSS FOREVER

For all we know, Christmas time is something most people get excited about...but not for me.. Why? I really don't know. I once 'scolded' myself for being so naive about this issue. I know it's a time for get together s, parties, and all but how come i don't get excited about it? Should i consult a psychiatrist to analyze my condition? i hope not..Anywaaaaayy.. What's the sense of this entry? I'll tell you..or should i say myself...about this contention that's boggling my mind. Even the ants know that Philippines is a democratic country, and that people enjoy the freedom to fully express themselves in various ways. But have you ever thought that major decisions regarding our country lies only in the hands of people who are famous for their acting, singing, dancing abilities, people who posted the most tarpaulins on the streets during elections and those who look good on tv. Democracy. The masses voted for these people. I say...It's deceit not democr...

Napaisip ako, bakit kaya pag gagawa ako ng blog, engligh yung title pero nasa filipino naman yung laman?Ewan ko din ee...style siguro..hahaha..:)) bayaan mo na, anyway. ano bang dahilan at napasulat na naman ako ngayong araw na ito.namimiss ko na si Athena at Cerulean!!!Pag dinadalaw nila ako di ko pinapansin, i know nag iinarte ako pero kasi hindi sa ganun,hahaha..pero syempre pagod ako galing trabaho tas madami akong will power to write... Gustong gusto ko i-entertain mga ideas nila pero kasi pagod talaga ako..tapos pag pwede na ako magsulat ayaw naman nila dumating..sutil nila..tas chinichismis ko pa sila ngayon kaya nagtatampo na naman sila..hahaha..hindi naman ako galit sa kanila syempre inspiration ko yung dalawang yun eeee..I dedescribe ko sila in the near future,\.. I'm not good in drawing details of a human being but my imagination serves me very well and i think I'm capable of describing them here..:) Well, Athena is older than me, that is for sure...because she...

Ang pagsulat ay isang bagay na ginagawa ko hindi lamang para magpalipas ng oras. Nagsusulat ako sa dahilang di ko alam. Magulo. Magulo yung ideas sa utak ko, minsan ay hindi lang minsan, lagi nakikita ito sa mga naisusulat na walang direksyon? Ewan ko lang kung ayun din ang opinyon ng mga nakakabasa ng mga gawa ko. Sabi nila cool daw pero I really can't feel the coolness to what i write? Naginarte na naman ako? Pero nakakataba ng puso ang kanilang mga compliments.:) Magulo ako diba?parang ngayon hindi naman talaga yan ang sasabihin ko pero yan sinasabi ko..:) Ang sasabihin ko talaga itooooo. Nagsusulat ako dahil yun ang sinasabi ko ng puso ko.:) Pero may problema ako, dahil nagtampo na naman ang musa ng aking pagsulat, ang kaliwanagan na lagi kong pinanghahawakan ko tuwing hawak ko ang bolpen at kaharap ko ang notebook kong puro guhit lang. Totoo yung isa kong nabasa na pag dumating yung "enlightenment" wag mo palagpasin, i entertain mo sya at isulat lahat ng sasabihi...

What do I wanna say here? Well, there are random things that are running inside my mind right now and i'm gonna pour them out here. First, I am now training for a call center job. yea. i knoooooow. I was so skeptical on entering the call center before and i wasn't expecting my abrupt decision to finally go for it. Then i thought, it's primarily because, I AM BORED and i need cash!To add a good reason for that is!!!i wanna forget him... the guy i love for almost a year now but doesn't love me back.So emotional. hahaha. but  he's not the reason that i wrote this journal. What can i say about the call center industry? Well, for me, the experience would be very beneficial with my communication skills and boost my decreasing self esteem. I met new people, very interesting people if i may add. I realized how 'virgin' I am in the real world. They tell stories that i never heard before, activities that i never did before. I felt that my life was boring, but! i on...