Do you ever have that feeling wherein, I feel in my heart that this is what I want to do, but I am afraid I might fail, but I am already taking baby steps to get to where I want to be, but at the same time it feels wrong because ROI will not be instant. Ok this one's sitting in my drafts since January 17, and a lot has happened already. And by a lot, it was and is a lot to this day. Anyway, I will surely post all from my drafts, because this has been my therapy since god knows since when. And today, with me drowning in anxiety, I will be needing more time typing my feelings away because we cannot afford a therapist. So, to my old self in January...I am still wishing that 2026 will really be a breakthrough, because right now, since early Feb, all I have was breakdowns and shitload of bills to pay. I just wanted to breathe. To be free. I know I am living better than a lot of people out there, but I feel sooooooo tied up. It could be age, it could be that I am start...
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