BRIDGE ACROSS FOREVER

Syempre joke lang yung title! Sino ba naman ako para sabihing kaaway ko ang pinakamain roatd hukbong kamaynilaan. Nakikidaan na nga lang ako, ako pa nagrereklamo, mamaya lagyan nila ng toll gate yan bawat MRT station, edi lalo tayong na bv, baka mag aklas na tayo araw araw nyan.. Anyway, masyado nang mahaba yung kaartehan ko sa intro. Naalala ko, kahapon pala yung anniversary gn EDSA revolution, at kaakibat non, naalala ko ang mga karanasan na sa pagtahak sa EDSA ko lang na experience.  Dati, nag bbus ako pagpasok sa trabaho at pag uwi,ngayon ewan ko bakit sinapian na ako ng kaartehan at katamaran, lagi na akong naka taxi. Ah alam ko na,medyo di pala kaya ng balat ko na mainit pag mga 10am na ako uuwi, alam naman nating lahat na ang araw sa ating bansa ay parang oven toaster na ngayon, hindi na lang ito nagbibigay ng Vitamin D, kundi nagbibigay narin ito ng amoy araw anit at init ng ulo, basang kili kili, singit, likod ng tuhod, at minsan kaakibat p nito ang biproduct ng bacter...

There are days that I don't want to go to work, days that I wanna wake up in a different place where no one knows me. A time to breathe different air and see different night lights. But each time I try to detach and let their worlds turn without me, it's still me who choose to go back and take care of things for them. At the end of the day, I don't know if I should stay, or take that leap of faith and chase that dream. I'm not the type to regret things and ask non sense what if questions. I always settle for what I am sure of and for what I believe in..I despise overthinking because it only confuses people. I don't want days to just go by and let my brain explode with thoughts that are not true and will eventually make me feel worthless. Right now, I'm having the biggest dilemma I've ever had in years. I am torn between leaving and staying.  This is not just with work...it's with all that I have right now. Work is getting well,I guess. After talk...

Around this time last year, I decided to deactivate my Facebook account along with my Tumblr account. First and foremost, my reason was plain: social experiment. In this era of dependency to social media to achieve love and belongingness, I want to know for myself if I can live without it.  I did. My experiment was successful! Here are the things I realized: It is not about the likes, shares and follows that make you 'friends' with anyone. If you are friends in FB and you guys are exchanging comments in this platform, it does not necessarily reflect in real life. Once I deactivated my account, there remained my true friends, who reached out, and asked where am I, how am I doing, if I'm still alive. Anyway, I've known them from the start. I have this gift of knowing if a person will stay in my life or not. I perceive their aura as cue on how to deal with them. From then on, I enjoyed the simple life of waking up to peaceful mornings/nights, without excessive dram...