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UNORTHODOX

Bits and pieces of my gazillion thoughts every waking hours of living...
*magulo, mahirap intindihin, masakit sa brain...CRAZY ideas..

In the sea of loneliness, endless agony, showers of fear and incomparable sufferings...
Hidden there is refuge..a way out..
the light to this boundless darkness..

keeping up with hectic life of urbanization
moving forward to a progressive economy
a piece of you gets left behind
buried in the past, hope it's not forever.

i am crazy i am blind
all things lost, will never find
inside me, a splash of hope
a lady. a woman.can she cope?

hold on to it
spit out every bit of it
embrace everything
love each minute
Soar high, mighty wings as your guide
with the laws of nature you have to abide.
Never part from that dream.

Wake up.
Slumber's over.
Don't be afraid!
The universe will conspire with the good.
Work hard and everything will pay off with food!

bound to fear the unknown 
and feel the kiss of death
complete ecstasy erupted, embraced me...
just imagination

descending the steep ladder of sadness is like crucifying yourself to your own deathbed
spirits inhabit my soul, every bit of me despise frolic in any form
scrutinize each part of me and look through my windows
penetrate the realms of my being...
you might drown in the  waves of depression, with a touch of elation.
but rise up and heed the call of my nymph,
she'll lead you to the way of escape.

i squint my eyes to see who's there
my heart beats fast, though i'm not sure...
the man is leaving, not approaching
I think i know him...i remember his back i once hit.
recalled the long embrace, his soft kisses...
they weren't long, it was all gone..
i don't want it to end, i reached out, shouted...
is it forever? i hope not but yes...it will be..

from the abyss, i looked up
thought life is just a dark place to exist
but i know hope...i extended my neck, there's my star
i felt my body...i'm not in the abyss anymore...
i found home.

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