BRIDGE ACROSS FOREVER

Super nauso yung mga tweets about manifesting ng jowa. Example: Mariz Racal & Rico Blanco. Nagtweet si Mariz years ago about Rico then after how may years, sila na. Ganong levels. Madaming celebrities nag-post ng ganito non. Basta gets nyo na yung idea.  Then I realized, I did manifest the person I am with today (since puberty stage). Nung high school palang ako, syempre ayun yung stage in life na you form those things in your head about your ideal someone. Ang m adalas kong crush yung mga naka-glasses, matangkad, payat, and mabango. Pero ang mga pinalad sa raffle na HS jowa ko non, ay different from my "ideal guy". Ewan ko din, bihira pa sa 4 leaf clover makakita ng ganung lalake sa school namin. Tapos yung nag-iisang ganon na crush ko that time, eh hindi ako gusto! Skip na natin yung college. Kasi dito yung parang united nations ang mga nagdaan na lalake sa buhay ko. Walang pattern, and again. Hindi padin pasok sa ideal guy category. Usually merong kulang. Naka-glas...

Syempre sasali tayo sa usaping Slater Young at Kryz Uy. Bilang bet ko yung videos ng anak nilang si Scottie hahaha According sa mga nabasa ko sa Twitter, (di na ako nakinig sa podcast nila dahil naniniwala ako na karamihan ng podcasts ay pasikatan lang ng mga beliefs na feeling nila ay superior over other people's opinion) hindi naman talaga walking green flag si Slater, based sa podcast episodes nila. Muka lang syang ideal because that's how they are posing or that's what they want the world to see sa vlogs nila or sa posts. Aba malamang! Social Media is crap! It's an endless cycle of making the world believe that you are living the best life and not falling apart.  Anyway, back to the issue na sabi ni Slater, it's ok to fantasize other women kahit you are in a committed relationship. In his case, may asawa na sya. Sabi nya it's very very normal since he has friends, in their gc na nagssend ng pictures ng ibang babae, and comment about the physical beauty and a...

It was our 4th anniversary last Dec 21st, and we (or ako lang pala, kasi tinanong nya ko ano gusto ko gawin) decided to do something different. With our busy and sometimes conflicting schedule, usually ang date namin ay maiksi lang, so this time, we'd like to just disconnect and just spend quality time together, so we are celebrating it week long. Going to somewhere a bit far from Manila will do the trick. Bilang ang tita nyo ay may bucketlist na mostly makikita sa Sibika at Kultura books, we are ticking off Banaue Rice Terraces of that list. :) Also, hindi ko alam na may direct na bus going to Banaue, so nag byahe muna kami to Baguio. Victory Liner - book your seats online para less pila sa terminal. Parang airplane lang, you can choose your seats. Lagay ko na lang breakdown ng expenses namin sa baba. We had our snacky sa Chocalate de Batirol, must try, and dinner before trip to Banaue sa Hill Station, in which I found my favorite Ceasar salad. :D For convenience and less pila tim...

Been a while my old friend...Here are words and phrases which don't make sense, but creates colors and chaos in your head.  I'll see you in the rabbit hole.  Strawberry waterfall, fluffy and old A cup of watermelon smoke, honeydew melted stones wrapped in silk and cones Blurring eyesight, glittery white lights and a spew of colors Citrus pulpy water, salty lies and excruciating dreams I thought about my dog, the one I love most The Cardigans, The Beatles, jamming with Santa and the reindeers Cracklets and juices, old souls and broken themes Blinkers and wetlands, coffee colored clouds, green beans floating in space Sugar coated nails, snails and ants as big as the sea lions A medley of pink shards of glass stirred in your dirty yellow sunset Where can I see the queen, the cat and the oysters Do you hear the music, the notes and the band? Have a slice of cake. We'll touch the sky and drink shakes.

Years ago, when I was about to give up love and just face life as a single tita who might have been a single mother, my favorite human became the best decision I have ever made in my life.  Alam ko this may sound like sirang plaka in the world of blogging and social media, but I just want to share how I came to that point in life na alam kong sya na ang gusto ko makasama habang buhay.  I've always been a hopeless romantic type of girl. From love letters, sweet treats in the locker, words of assurance na naiinlove padin ako sa jowa ko everyday, over prep ng surprises during special occassions, to love songs dedicated to you, to showing at your doorstep just to say i love you. After a series of heartbreak, I just lost the spark of coming up with ideas to express my love. Nawala talaga as in pooof! I don't feel romantic anymore, parang those are superficial things that will only last a few months and years, and then that one person you dedicate your whole attention to will just l...

 During daytime (bilang hindi ako morning person) maraming bagay talaga nakakadistract sakin. Most of them mga useless na bagay at hindi ikayayaman. So since yesterday, napaisip talaga ako saan galing or nag originate ang mga goldfish? Bakit goldfish eh kulay orange sila? May gold ba sila sa katawan? Pede kaya sila isanla? Char!  At dahil di tayo papayag na walang sagot sa ating isipan, nag research tayo at di lang babase sa sabi sabi, sa tiktok o kaya sa youtube. Rawr! At ang expert/legit source ay NatGeo syempre. Originally pala gray green ang kulay nila. Through breeding and mutation, naging orange,red,white na sila. Saan sila nagmula ng super simula? You guessed it! Sa China. From the beginning, they are bred pala for consumption. Bilang kilala naman naging ang China na mahilig sa exotic animals para kainin, di na ito kataka-taka. Siguro merong isang Japanese na nagawi sa Japan at nakita ang breeding ng goldfish at nasarapan sya, dinala nya ang idea sa kanyang bansa. At da...

A 2018 draft. Wow self. Publishing drafts just the way they are, because I was a different person back then. :D * I guess watching too much of How I Met Your Mother gave me the Ted Mosby-itis. Maybe I should date, like what he did, until he met THE mother. Just to give you a little bit of drama, here something from my exhausted hypothalamus talking about love and missing another human being. Some times, when I post about missing someone, I don't specifically miss someone. I guess, I just miss the idea of missing someone. I miss being missed by someone too.And that is the most embarrassing thing I have to admit at my age. There are days that I feel I am being left out, by my friends, by my family, by people my age. Am I really designed to be alone? Am I really destined to be that odd number person in the group? Making jokes about the couply things they do together, but secretly feeling jealous I can't get to do them with someone. I am tired being the person people tel...