BRIDGE ACROSS FOREVER

In relation sa kondisyon ng balat ko, na di ako pwede magpawis, ang pinakamatindi ko ng activity ay maglakad lakad sa office, from my station to restroom.Mejj malayo kasi,mga 54 steps. Di pala ako sure,pero ayun yung estimate ko. Ibilang ko mamaya pagpasok ko. Naalala ko bigla yung binili kong pedometer sa Lazada!Unang una, bumili ako non kasi steps counter daw sya. Gusto ko kasi sana mag set ng goal per day na mag 800 steps.Pero nung dumating sya sakin,maliban sa sobrang liit nya, kasing liit ng box ng posporo, hindi sya nagbibilang ng steps. KM/Calories/Miles ang mnmeasure!! Nakakainit ng brain cells, sayang yung pesoses ko. Anywaaaaaaay, going back to our main topic! I’m not sure if this is my body saying I’m getting old or this is just one of  the effecst of my sedentary lifestyle..PIMPLES ang problema ko talaga. Ziiiiits are popping on different parts of my face every 2 weeks! Buti na lang isa isa lang.:p Also, my face gets sooo rough and dry. Parang 'before' ng isan...

When I thought everything’s going back to the way they were…something will ruin your positivity and test your patience. Yep, skin related blog again. It’s almost a month that the only sugatsss left are on my binti, 2 binti. Haha. So, I started to do some nakakapawis exercises and activities..like walking a few meters! Walking lang, baka mawalan ako ng malay tao pag tumakbo kasi ako eh.:p Isang araw, niyaya ako ng pamilya ko magpamasahe.. syempre ayoko, kasi nakakahiya yung balat ko, baka ijudge lang nila ako o kaya tumanggi sila na masahihin ako dahil nga me sakit ako sa balat. But then, hindi pala judgy yung spa na napuntahan namin (nakapag build na pala ng rapport si mudra). At pers taym kong nagpamasahe non! Ibang level! Ansakit pala pero masarap! Alam mo na, parang ano.. para akong nalamog na papaya. Chaka yung oil na ginamit, anlagkit the, pakiramdam ko kulang na lang ako ng salt and pepper pwede na ako isalang sa oven, para maging dinner mamayang gabi! Pag uwi sa bahay, med...

Masyadong masaya yung mga posts ko lately..gawa tayo ng konting lungkot.:p  . . . Isang taon na pala ang nakakalipas nung pinatatak ko sa likod ko ang muka ni Medusa kasama ng mga alaga nyang ahas..Naalala ko gaano kasakit yun, pero dahil isa akong magiting na mandirigma ng pag-ibig, mas iindahin ko pa ang sakit ng iniwan ng sinisinta kesa ang zzzztttt ng pagtattoooo. Isang taon na nga pala ang nakalipas, nung dinalaw mo ako sa secret hiding place, at narinig ang matamis mong halakhak kasabay ng mga kwento mong unang beses ko lang napakinggan.  Natapos na pala ang tatlong daang, animnapu't limang araw, naaalala ko padin ang mga mata mong malamlam, na nagniningning tuwing tatawa o ngingitian mo ako.  Nagdaan na ang limapu't dalawang linggo, wala pading pagkakataon na di ko naaalala ang tamis ng bawat halik at init ng iyong bisig, sa tuwing ako'y iyong yayakapin. Iniwan na tayo ng labingdalawang buwan, pero tuwing naririnig ko ang pangalan mo, para p...

Based talaga tosa tweet ko kanina, na medyo ilan ang nag react at naka relate sa dilemma ko. Sabi ko kasi don: Dati, andaming bebi na makikita sa newsfeed ko sa fb..wala na akong fb. Ngayon, andaming bebi sa IG na ma kkyut..meron padin akong IG makyutiiiii. Mejj ganon kasi ang nalabas sa ig ko lately, mga bebi ng friends ko.. Ang  ccute nila sobra, nakakagigil!! May a pinch of salt and a dash of inggit when I see their captions like: nakakawala ka ng pagod baby or lahat ng hirap worth it. Ganyern mga kaibigan. How does it feels like kaya? Syempre magical, kasi miracle of life yon! Which leads me to my matindi at madamdaming sentimyento. Naisip ko na gusto ko na ng baby. Yef! You read that right! I want a baby na cute, na kamuka ko..cute. cheret! Isipin mo na lang, instead na reglahin ka, baby ang lalabas! How coooool is that? Ngunit, subalit, datapwat...sa panahon ngayon, uso na ang dilemma at pinaka misteryosong phenomenon..ang pagiging single. Hirap gumawa ng mag isa. hi...

Hindi ko malaman anong gagawin ko dun s Wordpress kong site..:( I have the idea in mind, di ko lang magawa..FOCUUUUUUS. RESEARCH. Chaka baka dahil nagugutom ako kaya siguro nagpapanic ako,and i dont know what to do. Chaka dahil Satan's sacrificial waterfall arrived, that's why I've been very emotional and hungry all the time since yest and today. Yesterday may ganap sa office, it wouldn't really make me cry kung normal day,but then it was my first day, na trigger ako sa malditang section manager don, na bago! Usually, I'm one, if not the last person to leave the office because of my end of day reports, but yesterday, since the managers have this practice for I don't know what, they stayed for a while after their office hours. One of my end of day thingies was to print planners for the recruiters. Bago ako nag print,walang nag pprint. Most of the time tinitignan ko muna if may nag pprint, if there are documents na nag pprint by other people in the office,par...

This is a late post, dahil naligaw yung train of tot ko nung Thursday, nung nag ayos ako ng orders. Tapos the next day, yung inaga kong uwi the previous day, ay nabawi ko din.:p Yep! I wanna take this moment to enjoy the 4 mins before the clock hits 10, to thank Mother Nature for not calling me and lead me to the toilet, and! to the Internet which did not disappoint me today!:p Although, my neighbor station, which was my boss' pc was acting sooooo slow today. This is a golden moment for me ever since I started my Admin-Reports role! My very first week alone, doing the whole reports thing, I usually go home around 11-12noon. My shift was 12am-9am. But as time goes by, I got around and put my personal magic into things, so I get to go home a good 15-20 mins shy from 11am. That's a big improvement! TODAY! was a bigger one! I finished everything at exactly 9:56AM! the feeling was incredible! I didn't think this is gonna happen ever in my existence. If you think, I am just...

Para tapusin ang kwento ng A little Family Drama na nauna kong sinulat, ikkwento ko kung ano naganap after ko mag check out. Sabi ng kapatid ko, susunduin daw nya ako, tas tambay daw kami kung saan, kasi ayaw ko pang umuwi. So pumayag akes, at di ko pinapansin ang messages ni mama na nagtatanong kung asan na ako. Pero eto yung gumiba ng inis ko, "Anak uwi ka.." (may kasunod na text) "Pasalubong ha? Yung masarap." Trivia: mahilig kumain mama ko, kahit di sya mukang mashuba,unlike kaming magkapatid. Pag malungkot sya,food lang magpapasaya sa kanya!..except shopping siguro). So sumagot na ako: "Ok po mom". At ang bonus non, kasama sya ni maychameeee nung sinundo ako. Wala nang ayawan! Di ko pa muna sya kinakausap, pero nung nasa bahay na kami, kinausap ko na din sya, sabi ko, "Bakit di pa kayo nagbibihis? Libre ko kayong bbq! Me masarap sa Taytay - yung Isaw Haus sinasabi ko.:p Pero to cut the kaabnormalan, hindi kami sa Taytay napadpad...sa Tagay...

Let's be very honest my wall of thoughts, my life is a far cry from the word perfect, not a walk in the park, not an easy breezy chill by the beach..It's tough, and sometimes, it gets a little tougher. That 'sometimes' counts today. I am in the point wherein I isolated myself to the world,brought my phone, my laptop, a few pair of clothes, and a lip tint (see,i'm a lipstick woman, but this time,it slipped my mind to throw one in my bag).  I need space from all the chaos I was in these past few weeks. Work, baking and marketing weren't easy tasks to face alone. Every day, I work my ass harder each day, work gets demanding day by day.I go home to rest a few hours, buy ingredients for my orders, start baking, pack them, take a bath, sleep for a few hours, go to work, deliver the items, chika with my customers and meet new people to expand network. It's exhausting, but I am very grateful with all the opportunities I am having right now. It's like doors of...