Kung nasaan man napunta ang drafts ko, take care na lang. Hayst. Para akong nawalan ng pera..dahil yung mga naputol kong ideas andun sa drafts kong nawawala. Ito ba ay kashungahan, force majeure o sadyang kapalaran nyang mawala na lang na parang si Amelia Earhart?
Wala naman talaga konek yung intro ko sa mga gusto kong sabihin dito, dahil ito ay tungkol sa depression at tumataas na suicide rate sa Pilipinas. Although, wala akong supporting data about suicide rate, nabibigyan pansin na sya at madami ng nababalita tungkol dito. I'm not sure this is a good thing, that suicide and its causes are now acknowledged by the masses, because, personally, I still feel sad that despite being known by a lot already, there are still the triggers, the stimuli why some are forced to take their own lives. Why can't we just be kind to each other, regardless of our circumstances? Nakakasakit sa puso na isipin, na andaming masama ang ugali,na kapag ginawa mo sa kanila yung ginagawa nila sayo, sila oa galit. Ironic masyado pero nakakabaliw.
Nakwento ko na before na may pinsan akong nag suicide, we don't point fingers and say that its anybody's fault. Pero think about it, sa dami ng kumitil ng sarili nilang buhay, bakit di natin simulan sa sarili natin na maging mabuti para sa iba? Dahil ba hindi tayo apektado? Dahil ba hindi rin naman mabuti ang iba satin? a tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye?
I've known people na clinically diagnosed of depression. I've been watching stuff about it, one of which was yung 13 reasons why. Superficially, I thought napaka lame ng mga reasons bakit nagpakamatay yung bida. Pero nung scene na magpapakamatay na sya, tas mag isa sya, I felt like I was there, I was in that scene, I was with my cousin while he suffered and forced himself to die. Yung pakiramdam na ayaw mo na, wala ka ng ibang gusto maisip kundi tapusin na lang lahat ng sakit, lahat ng hirap na nararamdaman mo. Na kapag wala ka na, baka mag iba ang ikot ng mundo, wala ng masakit, wala ng aapi sayo.
Ever since na binasa at pinanood ko yung 13 reasons why, things just pop up about suicide, I have a magnet to it na all of a sudden. Now,I'm reading Taguan-pung at manwal ng pagpapatiwakal by Eros Atalia. Unconsciously, I want to read everything I can about it, may it be thru humor or to the deepest sense of it.
I know I'm still far from getting to where I wanna be about this issue,I still need to learn more about it and about people. Pakiramdam ko kulang ako sa human interaction. I don't go out a lot anymore, I mean, with different people. I made my circle small since I got depressed myself about my skin condition. It left me with limited resources of things to ponder on. Nawala na ako sa ikot ng mundo, outside my comfort zone.
Although I feel helpless and frustrated, I remembered a friend's words that I cannot forget, I'm a ray of sunshine, and my smiles are contagious, keep sharing. And I promise to do little things to make others look and feel excited about tomorrow. :)
Wala naman talaga konek yung intro ko sa mga gusto kong sabihin dito, dahil ito ay tungkol sa depression at tumataas na suicide rate sa Pilipinas. Although, wala akong supporting data about suicide rate, nabibigyan pansin na sya at madami ng nababalita tungkol dito. I'm not sure this is a good thing, that suicide and its causes are now acknowledged by the masses, because, personally, I still feel sad that despite being known by a lot already, there are still the triggers, the stimuli why some are forced to take their own lives. Why can't we just be kind to each other, regardless of our circumstances? Nakakasakit sa puso na isipin, na andaming masama ang ugali,na kapag ginawa mo sa kanila yung ginagawa nila sayo, sila oa galit. Ironic masyado pero nakakabaliw.
Nakwento ko na before na may pinsan akong nag suicide, we don't point fingers and say that its anybody's fault. Pero think about it, sa dami ng kumitil ng sarili nilang buhay, bakit di natin simulan sa sarili natin na maging mabuti para sa iba? Dahil ba hindi tayo apektado? Dahil ba hindi rin naman mabuti ang iba satin? a tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye?
I've known people na clinically diagnosed of depression. I've been watching stuff about it, one of which was yung 13 reasons why. Superficially, I thought napaka lame ng mga reasons bakit nagpakamatay yung bida. Pero nung scene na magpapakamatay na sya, tas mag isa sya, I felt like I was there, I was in that scene, I was with my cousin while he suffered and forced himself to die. Yung pakiramdam na ayaw mo na, wala ka ng ibang gusto maisip kundi tapusin na lang lahat ng sakit, lahat ng hirap na nararamdaman mo. Na kapag wala ka na, baka mag iba ang ikot ng mundo, wala ng masakit, wala ng aapi sayo.
Ever since na binasa at pinanood ko yung 13 reasons why, things just pop up about suicide, I have a magnet to it na all of a sudden. Now,I'm reading Taguan-pung at manwal ng pagpapatiwakal by Eros Atalia. Unconsciously, I want to read everything I can about it, may it be thru humor or to the deepest sense of it.
I know I'm still far from getting to where I wanna be about this issue,I still need to learn more about it and about people. Pakiramdam ko kulang ako sa human interaction. I don't go out a lot anymore, I mean, with different people. I made my circle small since I got depressed myself about my skin condition. It left me with limited resources of things to ponder on. Nawala na ako sa ikot ng mundo, outside my comfort zone.
Although I feel helpless and frustrated, I remembered a friend's words that I cannot forget, I'm a ray of sunshine, and my smiles are contagious, keep sharing. And I promise to do little things to make others look and feel excited about tomorrow. :)
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