Since hindi padin naman magaling ang dinaramdam ng balat ko, isusulat ko na lang din dito ang updates ng aking pakikibaka!
Ngayon ay ika-limang buwan na ng matindi kong suffering na hindi makapag dress at shorts, sa kadahilanang madami akong nagnanaknak na sugat sa katawan. Charot lang yung nagnanaknak, kasi wala namang nana to. Nagdudugo sila tuwing naiinitan ako, nasstress at pag nakamot ko nang walang pagiimbot.
Tumigil na din ako mag steroid,tinigil ko na yung mga gamot ko..ang natitira na lang vitamins chaka yung antihistamine. at mga pamahid kong me steroids padin naman pero at least! topical na lang. May bago din akong sabon, mas mura sa cetaphil na parang ginto. Oilatum ang pangalan, pang baby. :p ok naman yung cetaphil chaka oilatum, ang ganap makati padin naman. Pero hindi na sila dumadami. Namumula padin, pero hindi na kumakalat. In short, sila silang barkada lang din ang nagpapaligsahan sa pagkati.
Right at this moment, while typing this, I fucking hate my balat getting itchy again. sobra. yung kati pa naman nya eh yung masakit..tas dudugo. tas ma ffrustrate ka na lang because you can't scratch it. To make things worse, I'm not sure why my fingers are chubby. My feet and fingers are edematous. I don't eat too much salt in my diet recently. As much as possible,I refrain from eating too much junk, I don't eat a lot lately. I make sure to drink liters of water a day, plus my fruit juices. :p I remember ermi before, he noticed that I like drinking fruit juice especially cranberry flavored. I wasn't really aware of it until he mentioned it to me. Pfffft. I remembered him again.This leads to my question..to myself: why do I still remember him and still hoping that one day, he'll come back and choose me? Maybe, it's not really the reason why I'm nurturing this feeling. Maybe I should stop this and just put it in another blog, because this is for my galis! :p
So yun nga. And I'm getting depressed at the thought of being alone in the house, because my family went out to spa and massage. napaka unfair ng buhay madalas. Pero naiisip ko, baka pagdating ng araw na gagaling na ako, na ang problema ko na lang eh kung paano tanggalin ang mga peklat, I'll make sure to take care of my skin. I might consider going to the aesthetic clinics to ensure that my skin iiiiisssss well taken care of. I haven't wished to that stars na sana naman kaawaan nyo na ako at pagalingin ang karamdaman na to..Parang pag-ibig ko kay ano lang ang peg eh, ayaw mawala. :p boom! patay kang bata ka1 hahaha. It may not be love anymore, it could be just the idea.. the thought of having him that still excites me. Ang kulit no?
My dog is currently beside me. Ading bading is bawal, but because I miss adayng..nibabayaan ko na sya. Di ko na nga sya nalilinisan, na ggroup and na gugupit ng kuko..hayst. Bawal sya dahil baka may fleas din daw sya which is an aggravating factor sa mga galis.:p
Anway, I'm too tired to be witty and tell kwento about how my week went. Will definitely fill you in pag nagising ako later..:) I might continue ranting about undying affection.
End.
Ngayon ay ika-limang buwan na ng matindi kong suffering na hindi makapag dress at shorts, sa kadahilanang madami akong nagnanaknak na sugat sa katawan. Charot lang yung nagnanaknak, kasi wala namang nana to. Nagdudugo sila tuwing naiinitan ako, nasstress at pag nakamot ko nang walang pagiimbot.
Tumigil na din ako mag steroid,tinigil ko na yung mga gamot ko..ang natitira na lang vitamins chaka yung antihistamine. at mga pamahid kong me steroids padin naman pero at least! topical na lang. May bago din akong sabon, mas mura sa cetaphil na parang ginto. Oilatum ang pangalan, pang baby. :p ok naman yung cetaphil chaka oilatum, ang ganap makati padin naman. Pero hindi na sila dumadami. Namumula padin, pero hindi na kumakalat. In short, sila silang barkada lang din ang nagpapaligsahan sa pagkati.
Right at this moment, while typing this, I fucking hate my balat getting itchy again. sobra. yung kati pa naman nya eh yung masakit..tas dudugo. tas ma ffrustrate ka na lang because you can't scratch it. To make things worse, I'm not sure why my fingers are chubby. My feet and fingers are edematous. I don't eat too much salt in my diet recently. As much as possible,I refrain from eating too much junk, I don't eat a lot lately. I make sure to drink liters of water a day, plus my fruit juices. :p I remember ermi before, he noticed that I like drinking fruit juice especially cranberry flavored. I wasn't really aware of it until he mentioned it to me. Pfffft. I remembered him again.This leads to my question..to myself: why do I still remember him and still hoping that one day, he'll come back and choose me? Maybe, it's not really the reason why I'm nurturing this feeling. Maybe I should stop this and just put it in another blog, because this is for my galis! :p
So yun nga. And I'm getting depressed at the thought of being alone in the house, because my family went out to spa and massage. napaka unfair ng buhay madalas. Pero naiisip ko, baka pagdating ng araw na gagaling na ako, na ang problema ko na lang eh kung paano tanggalin ang mga peklat, I'll make sure to take care of my skin. I might consider going to the aesthetic clinics to ensure that my skin iiiiisssss well taken care of. I haven't wished to that stars na sana naman kaawaan nyo na ako at pagalingin ang karamdaman na to..Parang pag-ibig ko kay ano lang ang peg eh, ayaw mawala. :p boom! patay kang bata ka1 hahaha. It may not be love anymore, it could be just the idea.. the thought of having him that still excites me. Ang kulit no?
My dog is currently beside me. Ading bading is bawal, but because I miss adayng..nibabayaan ko na sya. Di ko na nga sya nalilinisan, na ggroup and na gugupit ng kuko..hayst. Bawal sya dahil baka may fleas din daw sya which is an aggravating factor sa mga galis.:p
Anway, I'm too tired to be witty and tell kwento about how my week went. Will definitely fill you in pag nagising ako later..:) I might continue ranting about undying affection.
End.
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