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Life and his Memory

These were just excerpts of what I write every time I remember him and life itself:


Today, I felt like you are just living around the bend of our street,

Today I felt like a huge hope that tomorrow,I'll be seeing you when I wake up.

Today, I felt positive that you'll be beside me when I bake cookies.

Today, I felt that I'll be seeing those smiles I long been waiting for..

Today, I felt that everything I went through are worth it because we'll live together forever.
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But, I suddenly woke up to reality, that 'today' was never real..It was a fantasy of wanting to see you again. I miss you.

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I guess, life really has a peculiar way of twisting each story. Change, inevitable as the sunrise, is as strong as the sea breeze, enough to tear down a full-sail ship.

I've been the type of person who's always ready for the unexpected..I have that mantra,not to expect anything in all aspects of life. I just do what I gotta do and adjust to whatever life throws at me. Although, I take full control of my ship, life at sea, will never be predictable.You gotta adjust the sails according to the twists and turns of the ocean. That's how life is..

But,at the end of the day, you get to see how your hard work pays off with the spectacular view of the sun setting. And if you're lucky enough, you'll get to witness the beauty of another day.:)

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Lately, I've been soooo busy with work and my extracurricular activities called baking and marketing my products. But never a day, that your memory leaves my head. You're like thirst. I think about you at a random time of the day, which I have satisfy with our happy memories together. I relive them in my head, dance with them, then move on again with my usual errands.

I wonder when will I ever forget you..because I have to.

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